I'd rather die alone

Of all the people I trust, I see you as the one.
Because I don't trust many people. Actually, I trust no one.
But you, you're special because I trust you.
I trusted you. I used to trust you.
Now, I'm not so sure.
You're a quitter.
I'm a loser.
We can never be.
But, you'll always have a place in my heart for what could've been,
and now,
what will never be.

I don't believe

I don't believe in love
so we should break up.
It'll save you heartache and time
so you can find your new valentine.
I'll hate you, and I'll hate him
but it's inevitable.
I'll understand.

Sometimes

Sometimes.
That, is my answer to everything.
When the question is
can you live without me?
No. But sometimes...
Will you miss me if I left you?
Yes. But sometimes...
Do you think we're soulmates?
Yes. But sometimes...
Do you love me?
Yes.
I love you too.
Ok good, but sometimes...

Poetic Justice

I got her name tattooed.
Yes, I got her name tattooed.
We argued and I got her name tattooed.
It was stupid. It was absurd. It was not what I expected
but it happened.
What can I say.

I was young. I was stupid.
I was not scared,
even though I should've been.
I should've dwelt on certain fears, such as
my fears for the future,
my fears of being alone,
my fear of being stupid.
And it all happened anyways.
Stupid.